Contradictions
It is not easy for a person to live a clear life, unless, of course, they are heartless and emotionless. If they are caring and compassionate, then they will be like Junxu’s previous life.
Junxu lay on the bed, trying her best to relax her body. Cold and hot sweat accompanied the cutting and bone-marrow-invading pain that came in waves, drenching the cotton blanket beneath her. Junxu opened her mouth slightly, trying her best to stabilise her breathing. Her mind began to hallucinate, and the sunlight bloomed in her eyes like countless colourful flowers.
Her hands, which had been trying to relax, had begun to stiffen and tremble beside her body, and sweat ran into Junxu’s eyes. She didn’t know how much longer she could hold on, and her will could collapse at any time, so she would suddenly curl up and roll around on the ground, digging her own flesh away with her hands.
Junxu pulled a twisted smile painfully. She muttered indistinctly
“No…can…hold on… Jun…xu…persevere…”
Cai Han was still waiting for her, and Jun Xu had always kept her promises. The child’s quiet and happy smile in the candlelight clearly appeared, and a tear quietly fell from the corner of Jun Xu’s eye.